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yea...so check this out...36 in photography origionally for the end of this quarter. i not haggaled mr. daigle all the way up to now having a 67...and its going up as i speak. i do unfortunately have to deal with getting a 66 from mr keefe the asshole. he wouldn't accept the report that i did and was told i could have it in whenever i typed it.
i know that both of my parents stayed home from work today so they no doubtidly got my report card in the mail. im going home to my parents...my report card...and a 36 and a 66. am i fucked or what. luckly im getting a print out from daigle's computer that has the "right" grade. im also getting a note from mrs. hanney telling my parents that mr. keefe wouldn't take a report that i did so i went to her.
so tomorrow is trev's birthday party. i think im probably grounded for the weekend unless i can do some fast good talking to myparents. there gonna be so pissed when i get home. luckly im smart...and good.
wish me luck...
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| 07:20pm 26/10/2004 |
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JASON GERUM IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE. my soccer coach is a complete prick. i played stopper for the first 20 minutes in my game against putnam today. after i took about 30 goal kicks in about 20 minutes, all of which reached half field at about 20 feet in the air, he told me that i looked like i was asleep. so about 45 seconds after he pulls me out of one of the most important positions on the field, putnam drops their first goal of the game. a goal which was scored due to a defensive breakdown in front of our net. second putnam goal...ball comming in at about 2 feet per minute (exaggerated just a little bit...but it was moving really slow), kyle szpyraka steps up to the plate...here's the wind up...OHHHHHHH a swing and a miss...ball rolls, bounces off the post, jay misses the ball, ball rolls into the net. well, i didnt roll into the net, it just rolled. the ball barely made it over the goal line. third goal...kyle szpyraka loses his man on a corner kick. how do you just not pay attention to the best player on the other team. a kid who has scored at will against any team they played this season. you cant just lose a man like that.
on the flip side...i still love that girl named jackie babs. everyday is new with her. i never know how the day will turn out. maybe ill see her all night, maybe ill talk to her on the phone all night, maybe i wont talk to her at all. im never 100% sure how things will go day to day...but i always know how much i love her. i know that no matter what happens with all the gay bull shit around me, she's always there with an open ear and open arms. she's always there for me and i love it. she is PERFECT.
well...have a good day...
adam
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| 10:59pm 16/10/2004 |
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maybe this time i should have kept my mouth shut...kept these felings inside...all they do is hurt you...the one thing in life i would do nething for and all i can do is hurt her...i love her more than nething...and if i lose her...its all over.
adam
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| 11:21am 15/10/2004 |
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i dont know...i think there may be a problem today. i can't smile. i have tried so many times, but for some reasoni cant get a real one out. all i can seem to push out is the kind of smile that someone shows when there is a deep problem burning inside them in which they can't seem to figure out how to deal with. you've seen them. they look like a half smile, half frown thing. you can look into the person's eyes and its like looking in a dog's eyes after it gets kicked. there is a helpless look in there eyes, the "i look like im about to cry" look. i meen i know this probable doesn't matter to the readers of my awesome lj...but i just needed to get my feelings out. i know i didnt tell any of you what is actually wrong, if i even know myself, but it's not important. if your not interested by this entry at all...i'd like to appologize for the few minutes of your life that is now wasted on some udder nonsense. but if this does appeal to either your own experiences, or your sense of compassion towards the feelings of others...thanks for taking the time to look at this. if you have ne suggestions...please dont hesitate to post here. thank you everyone.
there is one thing in my life that i couldn't live without...i can live without water, air, food, and everything else that is essential for living things, but i cant live without...jackie jane babineau. i love her more than nething else in the world.
thanks again everyone...
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| 10:42am 13/10/2004 |
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lately, everything has been surprisingly good...but for some reason i hate it. i just keep getting this feeling where even though everything seems good on the surface...there is something wrong. i really cant put it into words myself...so ill use the words of kelly brown. she pretty much explains it all ---
"i hate it when it seems like everything is cool and good and peachy with ur life, and it should be that way because nothing u can see is wrong. But inside something is just not quite right, and no matter how hard u try to figure out what isnt right, u can never put ur finger on it. and like everything in my life is fine and i cant even guess at wtf is bothering me.ggrrr. i guess i just have unrealistic expectations of life, maybe i should just give in and realize..life is just one big slap in the nuts."
thats how i feel right now. now i dont want everyone to think im being "emo" or anything. im just feeling kinda strange. but yea...later...
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| 02:11am 03/10/2004 |
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damn...do i love that girl or what. i dont think i could love her ne more than i do right now.
jackie babs...you are the greatest thing to ever happen to me. i love you and im never letting go.
"in the beginning, it started out as just a single grain of sand, but over time it grew to become somthing beautiful".
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| 02:03am 03/10/2004 |
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yea...so weekends. we are right smack dab in the middle of one right now. it just so happens to be saturday night going into sunday morning and im exhausted. im exhausted because i "worked out" with a "friend" earlier. no i didnt jerk off so dont even ask. but yea. this morning was the Becker College open house. i went to check it out and ended up getting personally flagged down by the men's soccer coach. he told me that he remembered me from last year when he was recruiting smat and barette. after the open house was over i was invited by this coach to stay and watch their game at 2:30. i can tell you that i could be a good addition to that program next fall. just keeping my options open.
so i went to see sharks tale with jackie and my sister. one of the funniest movies ever. i highly recommend it. on the way home we i was driving with the windows up and all of a sudden i caught this strong whiff of pot. i asked my sister if my dad used the van for work this week, but we didnt think so so i dismissed the smell. it wasn't me i know tho. i've been cleen for almost 2 weeks now. so we went back to my house for a while and chilled out among other things. then i brought the girl home and came back. that was my saturday.
if you had a better saturday im interested to know what you did. post and let me know. im always looking for things to do in this boring ass town.
~adam~
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| 12:48pm 28/09/2004 |
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its been a few days since i've updated this so i figured i would do it. im in study and i should be in OC but sean's car is temporarly unusuable. i guess the breaks are messed up. i have had the best past 5 days in a long time now.
last thursday i went to this spider gates place in leicester. its an old cemetary in the woods which is supposed to have a lot of different legends. it was ok. not really all that scary. jackie almost broke my hand though. i wasn't allowed to let go of her hand till we got back to the car.
friday i was supposed to go support the a raab and the rest of the bartlette football team but...i got a call. it was from jackie and she was crying and all she said was "adam...im going to the emergency room". she follows with "it wont be any fun so you dont have to go". so all i hear is jackie crying, the fact that she is going to the emergency room, and then more crying. so i went to UMASS to see her and her dad was waiting for me in the waiting room. it made my day because he actually likes me...a lot. i've never had one of my girlfriend's parents like me that much. so it was her foot. she had hurt it in her game. she went to get x-rays and shiy on it. then we went to her house and watched blade and talked about "supernatural legends" such as the mothman and the jersey devil.
saturday i had homecoming. we won 2 to 1 over plainfield. she was there. though she had a "hurt" foot, she came all the way to my game to see me. we went back to my house, i washed my dads car and made 20 bucks, ate pizza, and went to her house. we then went to blockbuster to rent "the mothman prophecies". we went to my house and watched it. when we were done i brought her home.
sunday i went to work from 1 till 4. then i went to price chopper to get a few things before i picked up jackie to come to my house for dinner. we ate dinner and then went to her house to watch "man on fire" which her dad had rented. after that i whipped home(in my dads car which he let me take for the day) i dont think i went under 50 the whole way home on white's.
monday(yesterday) i had a game against ellis tech. in the middle of the game i looked over to the stands expecting to see my mom and my sister. instead i saw my mom , my sister, my grandparents, my aunt and cousin, and most importantly jackie. oh and colleen. colleen brought me home after my game so i could spend a few minutes with jackie.
that is about it. ill update soon.
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| 11:20pm 18/09/2004 |
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hey bitches, long time no see. well...it has been a fun couple of weeks now. i got a detention from daigle for saying "i have a seaman on my note book", which i actually had drawn myself. i figured, art teacher + art= yay adam! but it ended up, art teacher + innapropriate comments about art = detention and immidiate self removal from class. fuck that man.
everyhing else to do with school, awesome. thats a first. sat's comming up, open house at becker college also comming up.
jackie is awesome. she makes me so god damn happy. every time i hug her...it feels like im trippin sack. i dont know what it feels like to "trip sack", but if it feels like hugging jackie then i know what it feels like. so if you didnt already know...i love jackie babineau.
my parents...well that's a complicated story. you'd have to know them.
i dont have much else to talk about. so im gonna bounce.
later kids
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| 10:39am 06/09/2004 |
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well yea...this weekend was a good one i guess. it was the woodstock fair.
friday night i went with becker, patrick, and the a raab. it was cool there were lots of people there that everyone knew. then i dropped pat and raab off at pats and then becker off at home and i went home.
saturday was another trip to the woodstock fair after a 7:30 practice and some tubing with trev and coleen...but this time i went with jackie. i brought my sister and her friend too but the went off on their own. after about an hour becker called and told me he was on his way to the fair to hang out with us so i gave him directions and waited for him to arrive. we walked around for a while untill i had to jump one of jackie's friends cars. they were very thankful and left. i got my sister and her friend and came home for a while. me and jackie had some alone time when we could actually "talk". i got her home at midnight and went home.
sunday was interesting. i went into the day with a plan. it was my "sunday sunday sunday" plan (for those of you who dont know what that is...too bad). my parents went out for the night and me and jackie were gonna hang out at my house for a while after i got out of work. it turned into me going to work, going home for no more than 45 minutes, then leaving to go meet some of jackie's family's long time friends. it was cool. we went to the fireworks at bay path, jackie's dad chirped second gear in the cts with 5 people inside the car (can you say splat)...it was cool. it wasn't the sunday sunday sunday i had planed on and couldn't wait for...but seeing how much it ment to jackie that i was there and they liked me made up for it. there will always be another sunday around the corner, but how often can you miss a one handed catch while playing whiffle ball and get laughed at by a bunch of nice people? thats right...i missed the catch.
i had practice this morning at 8. so i woke my self up, got dressed, got something to eat and left. i got home at about 10:20 and all the shades are still closed...and the door is still locked. so i had woken myself up, gone to practice, and come home all before anyone else even woke up in my house. awesome? i think so.
well...thats enough out of me. ill uptade again soon probably due to the fact that i have no life.
adam
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| 09:48am 25/08/2004 |
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yea, so whats up? im good i guess. things such and are great at the same time. how you ask...i have no fuckin clue.
everything with jackie is awesome. even when we fight its over something stupid and it gets resolved minutes after it starts. we both have our days i guess. sometimes she just tweaks after so much is put on her shoulders...and me...well i just tweak over nething. you know me...Mr.Short Fuse. but all in all i care about her a lot.
for those of you who think it's funny to try to PRANK MY CELL PHONE at 2 am...your retarded. if your going to prank someone there's a few rules you have to follow.
1:never call a cell phone, the number is only given out...it cant be found in a phone book.
2:dont call and say thinks about the same person you always talk about regularly.
3:TOTALLY DESGUISE YOUR VOICE. i cant stress that enough. this has absolutely no effect if you just put on a little accent.
4:when you get found out...play dumb(not hard in your case) and hang up the phone.
5:always prep;an what your going to say. if you try to improvise you will get caught up in a loop-hole somewhere and get totally fucked over.
6(the last one):dont call someone you know personally. they know your voice and they know what you like to talk about.
if none of you got the hint...i got a "prank" call at about 2:30 this morning. it took me less than 2 seconds to figure out who it was. these two people totally violated every one of those 5 rules to prank calling. well...i just got an im from one of them...and they did one thing right. you always play dumb and act like nothing happened the next day. you always totally deny it was you and you give some moronic alibi.
so...stupid people of the world...follow my 6 rules to pranking...and your every prank will be a good one.
well...senior pics went well yesterday. me and sean got some badass pics together. oh yea...and i looked good(im not one to judge sean. sorry). they should also be ready either today or tomorrow. perks of being the son of a photographer's friend.
well...thats it for now. if you read this and don't post nething...im going to be very sad. i may have to take a nice hot bath with a toaster.
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| 11:12pm 22/08/2004 |
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well...its been a few days. im sorry for those of you who are avid adam bushey fans. i do have my own fan club you know(you probably don't...there are no members). well...the other night i went to see john mayer with, dun dun dun...my ex girlfriend. i know what your all thinking, "oh what did jackie have to say about that?". well...a:she knew i was going b:she could have stopped me and c: jackie knows how much i care about her...and she knows that no matter what happened ever...i could never hurt her. i think i'd kill myself if i ever made her cry.
so yea...the concert was great...but my company wasn't the best. she was not a happy camper. i called jackie 3 times durring the concert(that pissed her off), but i can honestly say...i dont give a shit.
in other news...last night i slept over sean's house. it was cool. im not going into detail because someone gets mad when i talk about doing "bad" things. but all in all it was fun...sean is my boy.
i miss lopes...we could use her some nights...like last night. her late night cheauferre service to the local potheads was A+ material. i hope thats what she's going to major in in college.
but...i have to talk to a certain someone about some things. now...this certain someone knows who they are if they think. i can tell you that there not bad things, but they need to get off my chest because there killing me. now...i know your going to get worried when you read this, but there's nothing to worry about. i just need to talk to you. unfortunatly i can't just bring them up...i dont want to say nething when we're together because i dont want to ruin your night...but...its important.
so it's late...im tired...and im gonna go upstairs and lay down. maybe do some sleeping too.
goodnight everyone
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| 04:27pm 21/08/2004 |
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311-LOVE SONG
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Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
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| 09:40am 19/08/2004 |
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my braces are now off. i already brushed my teeth for about 20 minutes and it was the most gratifing thing in the world. it deffinitely makes me look a little bit hotter...but i'm so unhott that i dont think nething could help me.
so i went to my sports meeting last night and now im all ready to start the long soccer season ahead of me. our first practice is next saturday(the 28th) from 12 to 3. it's going to be a lot of running but i think it'll be a good time.
me and sean are going together for senior pictures next teusday.
and for the most part i do believe that is it.
adam
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| 01:10pm 18/08/2004 |
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my school schedule
a: mass media / multi lit.
b: metals 2
c: study / O.C.
d: law / economics
e: photography / public speaking
f: UConn stats
g: natural history and wildlife
most of these classes i have with my boy sean deary...i can only imagine how much hell we're gonna raise.
let me know if you're in any of my classes.
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Name ] adam
[ Nicknames ] bushey, pig
[ Screen name ] Maverick6859
[ Birthday ] july 5th
[ Age ] 17
[ Astrological sign ] cancer
[ Chinese zodiac sign ] rabbit
[ Location ] Thompson CT
[ Sexual Preference ] well...girls, but there was this one time...
[ Marital Status ] TAKEN.... j.j.b.
[ Religion ] not tied to one
[ Eye color ] brown
[ Height ] 5'11" or 6'
[ Shoe size ] 11 or 12
[ Parents still together? ] mhmm
[ Siblings? ] sister aly
[ Nieces/Nephews? ] nadda
[ Kids of your own? ] a few i think
[ Pets? ] dunkin and jade
[ Rent, lease, or own your home? ] own
FAVORITES
[ Color ] blue
[ Number ] 10
[ Animal ] dog
[ Vehicle ] geo metro
[ Flower ] lilacs (they smell good)
[ Scent ] candels and jackie's pillows
[ Shape ] circle
[ Drinks ] water, jager
[ Soda ] not a huge fan but sprite
[ Candy ] skittles
[ Book ] i havent read a full book for atleast 9 or 10 years
[ Band ] dashboard confessional
DO YOU...
[ Twirl your hair? ] the real question is "do you have hair?" anwser...no
[ Have tattoos? ] not yet
[ Piercings? ] one...but its a secreat
[ Drink/Smoke?] both biotch
[ Like roller coasters? ] hell yes!
[ Wish you could live somewhere else? ] tripod...lakehouse
[ Want more piercings? ] oh god yes
[ Like cleaning? ] deffinitely
[ Write in cursive or print? ] print
[ Carry a donor card?] my license says im a doner
[ Own a web cam? ] yup
[ Diet? ] not really...maui wowwy diet
[ Own a cell phone? ] yep
[ Habla Espanol? ] 3 years in high school
[ Wear hats? ] yes
[ Hate yourself? ] sometimes
[ Have an obsession? ] taking showers...looking and smelling good
[ Collect anything? ] rocks that look likr U.S. presidents
[ Have a best friend? ] sean patrick deary
[ Close friends? ] a few
[ Like your handwriting?] dont care
[ Care about looks? ] my own: yes...other people's: no
HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Gotten a speeding ticket? ] nope
[ DUI? ] not yet
[ Been in a wreck? ] nope
[ Been arrested? ] i'm a cop
[ Been in a fist fight? ] no
[ Kicked someone in the nuts? ] not kicked
[ Stolen anything? ] im not a fan of stealing
[ Held a gun? ] I'M A COP
[ Drank? ] last night?
[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] august 14th ring a bell?
[ Considered a life of crime? ] I'M A COP!!!
[ Considered being a hooker? ] considered...yes, but i'm not hott enough
[ Cheated on someone? ] saddly, yes
[ Been married? ] no
[ Cried over a girl? ] yes
[ Lied to someone? ] yea
[ Been in love? ] yes...twice
[ Fallen for your best friend? ] nope
[ Made out with JUST a friend? ] yes
[ Been rejected? ] lots of times :(
[ Been in lust? ] yea
[ Used someone? ] no...been used...yes
[ Been kissed? ] yes
CURRENT
[ Mood ] not 100%sure...mixed right now
[ Music ] Maroon 5
[ Taste ] strawberry ice cream
[ Hair ] short
[ Annoyance ] crickets in the house(the ones you can hear but you can't find)
[ Smell ] BOD
[ Thing I ought to be doing ] sitting alone in a dark room
[ Windows open ] yes...but its cold
[ Desktop picture] none...its all black
[ Book ] nope
[ CDs in stereo ] Maroon 5
[ Favorite celeb ] Vin Deisel
[ Hate ] liars
[ Job ] i do the bitch work at rollies
THE LAST...
[ Book you read ] too long ago to remember
[ Movie you saw ] 13 going on 30
[ Thing you had to drink ] chai
[ Thing you ate ] strawberry ice cream
[ Person you talked to on the phone ] jackie<3
[ Drug ] mary jane
[ Dream ] laying on my bed..arms wrapped around jackie
BELIEFS
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ] yes
[ Believe in miracles? ] deffinitely
[ Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? ] yes
[ Consider yourself tolerant of others? ] im very tolerant [ Consider love a mistake? ]not sure yet [ Believe in astrology? ] somewhat
[ Believe in magic? ]i have the magic stick...i have to [ Believe in God? ] yes
LOVE LIFE
[ First crush ] i cant remember [ First kiss ] good question
[ Remember your first love?] yes
[ Still love him/her? ] no...she's a slut and likes to walk all over me when possible
[ Do you believe in love at first sight? ]nething is possible
[ Do you believe in "the one?" ] yes
[ Have a secret crush? ] no...i couldn't be happier than i am with jackie<3 |
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| 11:13pm 13/08/2004 |
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how many people think that it's some miraculous coincidence that every night at about this same time i am
a:under the influence of something
b:in an emo mood
and c:updating this peice of shit.
i think they all kinda tie in to eachother. i think its because when i do something "bad" it brings out the bad. then the bad takes up so much space inside me that it needs an out. so instead of talking to someone who really couldn't care less, i bitch to this peice of shit. live journal...my silent friend. your like sean if he had a mute button and an a.d.d. off button
so yea...went to seans...say his new saturn...went to hi-lo for gas...went to raab's...went to my uhhhh he's someone in my family but i've only met him twice...then off to mcdonalds...met will there...went to my hood to find my sister for my rents...went to bill's ct house...brought lipski off...went to citgo...brought sean home...came home and sat my fat ass down in front of the computer.
yet another waste of a night. well...i was with my boys, it seemed empty. all i wanted to do was curl up in a little ball and sleep for the next 20 years.
ok im to emo even for my own good so im gonna go.
i appologize to everyone who took the time to read this.
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| 07:58am 13/08/2004 |
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i have a feeling that the next few days are going to suck hard. you know tose feelings...the ones that you get in the pit of your stomach right before something actually does happen. so everyone watch out.
in other news...i havent talked to her since sunday and im not sure what to do. i meen...she gets no service in canada, she never goes on the computer to talk to me i dont think she even reads my LJ(big surprise...not many ppl do). i think she forgot about me. she went up to canada...went to the beach and found some really hott really nice kid... next thing you know "adam? adam who?" but...im not gonna think about it now. for the next couple of days im gonna try not to run my life around trying to contact her.
nothing else new.
cmon, trash me now. i already admitted it. you have nothing else to take from me.
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| 11:17pm 12/08/2004 |
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now...i dont want to catch a bunch of shit from everyone about what im about to put in here. so if you wanna bitch about something...do it somewhee else.
dear anonymous poster,
i think you have many valid arguements, and most if not all the things you said are true.
first off, jackie is to good for me nomatter what she or neone else says about it. she is so nice to a frequent asshole. im actually wondering when im gonna wake up and see that all this is one big dream.
second, i am a peice of "fucking shit". if half the ppl i hang out with knew the "real me" they would think so too(thats saying that they dont already think so).
so to sum it all up...you sir (or maam) you are 100% correct in your statements. jackie is way to good for me...and i am a peice of fucking shit. oh well...there's absolutely nothing i can do about who or what i am. im sorry that my life interferes with yours to the point where you have to come on my lj to trash me.
sincerely,
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